The dress that didn't fit.

While I was getting ready for church yesterday I could tell I was feeling depressed. So I decided I would wear my favorite dress so it could cheer me up a little. I go into my closet and put it on, well I tried to put it on but it would go past my enormous boobs. It got stuck and Bobby had to cut it off!! I just sat and cried. I have been trying so hard to lose weight. I work out at the gym 4 times a week and I don't eat too bad. I have never had that happen to me before! So instead of feeling better I felt 100 times worse.

Bobby knew I was having a hard time lately so he told me to get some clothes on and get in the car. So we just started driving and we talked about alot. We ended up in San Francisco. Its about an 1 1/2 away from where we live. We just walked around and Bobby tried to make me laugh every chance he could get. Just the fresh air was helping me. We sat and people watched for ever. (I love watching people) Parker saw Sea Lions and loved the eye candy. Then we drove to Half Moon Bay which is 30 minutes south of San Francisco. It is gorgeous there. We sat on the beach for about an hour. Parker loves the sand, when we left he cried.

It turned out to be an awesome day. Bobby and I had a chance to talk alot and he made me open up about things that have been bothering me. I love him for that. He is such a great listener(something I lack). I am very grateful to have a husband who understands me and knows when I need a little break from life.