I give up.

I can't explain the anger and frustration running through my body right now.  So earlier today we got a call from Parker's surgical team advisor... our insurance company put another HOLD on Parker's surgery!! So now we don't know when or if he will get it. I haven't stopped crying since.  I don't understand!  What did we do to deserve this.  We always get so close and then BAM something happends.  I have got to say my faith is really being tested right now.  This has been such a long and hard battle with these people.  Parkers window of success is closing rapidly.  All they see is his name on their file, they don't care. UGH!!  I am so done, I seriously ready to beat some poeple down... OOOOoooo the wrath of this mother is NOT pretty!  I am trying to be strong for my family, but I just want to give up.